pensive

random musings

moments and thoughts in a lifetime

random and profound moments and thoughts in a lifetime - that i am proud and not ashamed of.

having kept a peculiar silence for more than a decade, while singing and preaching all over the world...

there came a time when the content of that silence was misinterpreted, misunderstood (even by people who journeyed close with me through life), if i continued to remain reticent... and therefore i started talking... starting with what i thought people had a right to know (for i spoke so much, except for that small detail of truth, the knowledge of which would perhaps have not given me ears for any more talk), also clarifying the "mute moments" to dispel doubt, speaking for myself (for i would be the only one i could trust to speak for me). it's like frozen embers started burning...

i know the scars will always remind me, the losses continue to stay lost.

let no one judge no one. let no one judge me also. let no one suggest the way forward. i am still in the arms of a loving God and at peace not knowing where He's taking me. pensive... from that pinnacle i scribble my random musings. all that i say henceforth is with the larger picture in mind. mostly happy. well i tried...